Post by Chelsia on Feb 1, 2009 16:04:24 GMT -5
Hi. this is sort of my uh disclaimer thread I guess. first, sorry to everyone in advance for any shady things I did to you [like having so many alliances] or any mean things I said about you in my dr. this was totally a crazy, intense season, and I tend to let my emotions get the best of me. minus Ricky and Patrick, I genuinely like you all. :]
uhm basically this is to apologize personally and talk about your evictions for after the game yay. I meant to start this like a month ago but forgot =/ and then I saw the evicted pictures in veto and yeah.
Ricky, unless you've become not an ass since the last time we talked, please don't talk to me. yay
Evan, we've had our ups and downs but hopefully we've worked everything out by now and know not to play ORGs together lol. uh I'm sorry for.. trying to eliminate you in the food competition? if you were actually mad about that lol. and uh yeah thats it.
oops, never talked to you. sorry =/
uh.. never talked to you either. aside from you loving Ricky and Patrick, you're cool I guess.
I'm sorry I betrayed our alliance and ever trusted April over you. =/
Kyle, <3 I adore you, and I wish we had been able to play like together. I almost voted you back in, but I knew no one else would. :[
Shadow, you're fucking amazing and I'm so sorry that I never not trusted you in this game. Had I done that, things would have been different and we would have been a great alliance. and I'm really sorry that I like voted you out and pushed so hard for you to go.. but you were against Cody =/ uhm yeah ily. <33
tbh, it seems like you still hold a grudge against me from urtv3 and I don't know whether you actually dislike me but you tend to be bitchy to me. I'm sorry that I lied to you the last few days of your eviction.. especially since you though you were sacrificing for Zack when you would have been evicted anyways. I gave you false hope and it wasn't very nice of me. but everything I said to you I meant, I honestly felt really, really bad for you and I know you are a good person and I wish we had handled things differently in this game and after URTV3. you were one of my first friends in ORGs and some of my favorite times have been with you. when you're nice and chillaxed you're a fun person to be around. :]
I'm sorry for calling you a bitch so many times and implying that you are a hooker and for smiting you all the time. you never took the time to get to know me or many people and you were mean to one of my besties but I was catty about it. yeah I'm sorry.
well, it kinda sucked that I fought so hard to get you back into this house, including a ridiculous 2 hr skype call and did things that could really hurt my game for you to come back in and want me and Cody out lolol but I get it. you're cool :] but Obama ftl =X
Britti, ily. you're amazing. you're like my twin for realz lol. I'm sorry our alliance failed both times =/ we suck haha. I'm really sorry for wanting you out so hardcore in pregame and half way through the first week... but I did flip and fight for you to stay. a large part of your eviction was my fault and for that I'm really sorry and I hate that I didn't trust you. but I think we've been over all of this so yay. so yeah you're super awesome, I adore you, and I'm really sorry for anything I said about you.<33
No comment. Please don't ever talk to me again. ever.
Alex, despite popular opinion, you're a really great personand I'm glad you played the game and with me! not just because you aligned with me and Cody and basically saved us like 3 times but you're a really great person and I wish everyone else saw that. I'm sorry for anything I may have said about you when you were under Patrick's spell. :[
Jenna, god I'm so sorry. I hate that I "turned on you". I really, really regret evicting you like every day, and not telling you beforehand. I shouldn't have lied, you deserved more than that. I let paranoia get the best of me and did what at the time made sense [being the best thing for my alliance] and it wasn't and I went about it the wrong way aka the bitch way. you've seriously been one of my favorite people since I started playing ORGs. you always make me laugh, I always have a fun time talking to you, and you're genuinely one of the sweetest funnest people ever. I'm really, really sorry and ily and I hope you forgive me and we can still be friends. <33
Joe. <3 first, I want to say I'm SO sorry for nominating you, I am partly responsible for your eviction. I could have put up Nak but I knew she would be voted out so I didn't. at first I wanted you to go thinking you would turn on me and Cody for Kathleen, but once I realized I could trust you and you needed to stay it was too late. I really thought Cody would be the swing vote and we could do whatever we wanted, I had no idea Kathleen would vote you out, but I'm really sorry. I always looked out for myself and Cody first but I did have your back, and had you not been with Kathleen it would have been 100%. but I'm sorry and ily. I adore you, completely, and I'm so glad we've become friends. you're one of my most favorite people ever! <33
Kathleen, we definitely had some major issues in this game. I do consider you a good friend and so I hope that we can resolve any issues we had and this not affect our friendship. you're probably going to be mad at me again after reading my DR, I lied when I said I didn't say mean things about you. I think I said quite a few. some things you did in and out of this game really upset me. at times I did get pissed off and rant about you, but that's just me venting. I'm genuinely very, very, sorry for any mean comments I made. despite game stuff you're a great person and I considered us close friends. I was never fake with you, everything I talked with you about us was real. so I really hope it's all in the past. anyways I'm sorry and I hope things are cool between us on a personal level. <3
Zack, wow we really had our ups and downs in this game. uhm, I'm sorry for the game things that I have done to you, I know we're past it but I felt as though I needed to say it again lol. but uh my DR was very pro-Zack, I believe, so nothing to apologize for there. personally, you know that ily. I was never fake with you either, everything I said about the kind of person/player I think you are and our friendship was real! you're one of the nicest and funnest people I've ever met and I respect the kind of player you are. we got really close in this game and I talk to you more than I talk to alot of people! you're just fucking amazing. you could be my biggest enemy game-wise and you'll still be my friend yay. <33
Rhonda, I have nothing to apologize to you for as I had your back. pretty much over the rest of my allies [besides Cody], and you didn't have mine so yeah. I think I mentioned you're complaining about bbz, but that was it. lol. I genuinely like you and I'm super happy that we played this game as allies rather than enemies, so much better than urtv3! lol <3
Cody, first of all I love you and I'm so proud of us! we did amazing in this game! seriously we've been through hell and back quite a few times and overcame so much, the odds definitely weren't in our favor. the fact that we came into the game as one of the closest most threatening pairs and made final 2 together AGAIN is just amazing. I'm so proud of us. uhm we played this game together, every single move. I didn't play this game for you, but I did play it for US. I did everything for both us, and never kept anything from you. I'm sorry for all rants I have made towards you here. I didn't mean any of it. and I'm very sorry for every time I acted like a whiny bitch and yelled at you for things. I uh got frustrated with you from time to time.. but through it all there's no doubt that we were 99.9% a team [except in competitions] and played as one person. no matter what happens/who wins we're still friends! <33
Housecalls
you guys are amazing! thanks so much for putting up with my ranting. I know I complained about this season alot, because honestly I went through alot and it was hard to handle sometimes.. but I still loved this season and you guys made it fabulous! KC, you are an amazing host and URTV is obviously the best series in the entire ORG world. I also know you are 100% fair, despite what anyone may believe and that really sucks for you, you take alot of shit all the time. but yeah you're an amazing host! and I know I'm not the easiest person to deal with haha so thanks for always doing that and uh especially being there with the whole you know what ;] and Shira and David, I adore you both, you rock! <33
uhm basically this is to apologize personally and talk about your evictions for after the game yay. I meant to start this like a month ago but forgot =/ and then I saw the evicted pictures in veto and yeah.
Ricky, unless you've become not an ass since the last time we talked, please don't talk to me. yay
Evan, we've had our ups and downs but hopefully we've worked everything out by now and know not to play ORGs together lol. uh I'm sorry for.. trying to eliminate you in the food competition? if you were actually mad about that lol. and uh yeah thats it.
oops, never talked to you. sorry =/
uh.. never talked to you either. aside from you loving Ricky and Patrick, you're cool I guess.
I'm sorry I betrayed our alliance and ever trusted April over you. =/
Kyle, <3 I adore you, and I wish we had been able to play like together. I almost voted you back in, but I knew no one else would. :[
Shadow, you're fucking amazing and I'm so sorry that I never not trusted you in this game. Had I done that, things would have been different and we would have been a great alliance. and I'm really sorry that I like voted you out and pushed so hard for you to go.. but you were against Cody =/ uhm yeah ily. <33
tbh, it seems like you still hold a grudge against me from urtv3 and I don't know whether you actually dislike me but you tend to be bitchy to me. I'm sorry that I lied to you the last few days of your eviction.. especially since you though you were sacrificing for Zack when you would have been evicted anyways. I gave you false hope and it wasn't very nice of me. but everything I said to you I meant, I honestly felt really, really bad for you and I know you are a good person and I wish we had handled things differently in this game and after URTV3. you were one of my first friends in ORGs and some of my favorite times have been with you. when you're nice and chillaxed you're a fun person to be around. :]
I'm sorry for calling you a bitch so many times and implying that you are a hooker and for smiting you all the time. you never took the time to get to know me or many people and you were mean to one of my besties but I was catty about it. yeah I'm sorry.
well, it kinda sucked that I fought so hard to get you back into this house, including a ridiculous 2 hr skype call and did things that could really hurt my game for you to come back in and want me and Cody out lolol but I get it. you're cool :] but Obama ftl =X
Britti, ily. you're amazing. you're like my twin for realz lol. I'm sorry our alliance failed both times =/ we suck haha. I'm really sorry for wanting you out so hardcore in pregame and half way through the first week... but I did flip and fight for you to stay. a large part of your eviction was my fault and for that I'm really sorry and I hate that I didn't trust you. but I think we've been over all of this so yay. so yeah you're super awesome, I adore you, and I'm really sorry for anything I said about you.<33
No comment. Please don't ever talk to me again. ever.
Alex, despite popular opinion, you're a really great personand I'm glad you played the game and with me! not just because you aligned with me and Cody and basically saved us like 3 times but you're a really great person and I wish everyone else saw that. I'm sorry for anything I may have said about you when you were under Patrick's spell. :[
Jenna, god I'm so sorry. I hate that I "turned on you". I really, really regret evicting you like every day, and not telling you beforehand. I shouldn't have lied, you deserved more than that. I let paranoia get the best of me and did what at the time made sense [being the best thing for my alliance] and it wasn't and I went about it the wrong way aka the bitch way. you've seriously been one of my favorite people since I started playing ORGs. you always make me laugh, I always have a fun time talking to you, and you're genuinely one of the sweetest funnest people ever. I'm really, really sorry and ily and I hope you forgive me and we can still be friends. <33
Joe. <3 first, I want to say I'm SO sorry for nominating you, I am partly responsible for your eviction. I could have put up Nak but I knew she would be voted out so I didn't. at first I wanted you to go thinking you would turn on me and Cody for Kathleen, but once I realized I could trust you and you needed to stay it was too late. I really thought Cody would be the swing vote and we could do whatever we wanted, I had no idea Kathleen would vote you out, but I'm really sorry. I always looked out for myself and Cody first but I did have your back, and had you not been with Kathleen it would have been 100%. but I'm sorry and ily. I adore you, completely, and I'm so glad we've become friends. you're one of my most favorite people ever! <33
Kathleen, we definitely had some major issues in this game. I do consider you a good friend and so I hope that we can resolve any issues we had and this not affect our friendship. you're probably going to be mad at me again after reading my DR, I lied when I said I didn't say mean things about you. I think I said quite a few. some things you did in and out of this game really upset me. at times I did get pissed off and rant about you, but that's just me venting. I'm genuinely very, very, sorry for any mean comments I made. despite game stuff you're a great person and I considered us close friends. I was never fake with you, everything I talked with you about us was real. so I really hope it's all in the past. anyways I'm sorry and I hope things are cool between us on a personal level. <3
Zack, wow we really had our ups and downs in this game. uhm, I'm sorry for the game things that I have done to you, I know we're past it but I felt as though I needed to say it again lol. but uh my DR was very pro-Zack, I believe, so nothing to apologize for there. personally, you know that ily. I was never fake with you either, everything I said about the kind of person/player I think you are and our friendship was real! you're one of the nicest and funnest people I've ever met and I respect the kind of player you are. we got really close in this game and I talk to you more than I talk to alot of people! you're just fucking amazing. you could be my biggest enemy game-wise and you'll still be my friend yay. <33
Rhonda, I have nothing to apologize to you for as I had your back. pretty much over the rest of my allies [besides Cody], and you didn't have mine so yeah. I think I mentioned you're complaining about bbz, but that was it. lol. I genuinely like you and I'm super happy that we played this game as allies rather than enemies, so much better than urtv3! lol <3
Cody, first of all I love you and I'm so proud of us! we did amazing in this game! seriously we've been through hell and back quite a few times and overcame so much, the odds definitely weren't in our favor. the fact that we came into the game as one of the closest most threatening pairs and made final 2 together AGAIN is just amazing. I'm so proud of us. uhm we played this game together, every single move. I didn't play this game for you, but I did play it for US. I did everything for both us, and never kept anything from you. I'm sorry for all rants I have made towards you here. I didn't mean any of it. and I'm very sorry for every time I acted like a whiny bitch and yelled at you for things. I uh got frustrated with you from time to time.. but through it all there's no doubt that we were 99.9% a team [except in competitions] and played as one person. no matter what happens/who wins we're still friends! <33
Housecalls
you guys are amazing! thanks so much for putting up with my ranting. I know I complained about this season alot, because honestly I went through alot and it was hard to handle sometimes.. but I still loved this season and you guys made it fabulous! KC, you are an amazing host and URTV is obviously the best series in the entire ORG world. I also know you are 100% fair, despite what anyone may believe and that really sucks for you, you take alot of shit all the time. but yeah you're an amazing host! and I know I'm not the easiest person to deal with haha so thanks for always doing that and uh especially being there with the whole you know what ;] and Shira and David, I adore you both, you rock! <33