Episode Six. (Crazy - Alanis Morissette)

[April Lewis]

Crazy - Alanis Morissette

In a church by the face
He talks about the people going under
Only child knows...

A man decides after seventy years
That what he goes there for, is to unlock the door,
While those around him criticize and sleep...
And through a fractal on a breaking wall,
I see you my friend and touch your face again,
Miracles will happen as we dream

But we're never gonna survive unless
We get a little crazy
No we're never gonna survive unless
We are a little...

Crazy yellow people walking through my head.
One of them's got a gun, shoot the other one.
And yet together they were friends at school
Ohh, get it, get it, get it, no no no!
If I were there when we first took the pill,
Then maybe, then maybe, then maybe, then maybe...
Miracles will happen as we speak.

[Chorus]

Crazy...
No no, we'll never survive, unless we get a little...bit...

In a sky full of people, only some want to fly.
Isn't that crazy?
In a world full of people, only some want to fly.
Isn't that crazy?
Crazy...
In a heaven of people there's only some want to fly.
Isn't that crazy? crazy crazy...crazy...

[Chorus]

No no, we'll never survive unless, we get a little bit...

This song is perfect for my situation this week. The title says it all in the 1st place, ha ha. This week hasn't even started the HoH competiton but it is definitley crazy. With someone being brought back into the game, the shit hit the fan... every single person was cheating and breaking the rules and I was one of the few who admitted it and my vote was void, even though I'm a little upset Chelsia and Will's vote didn't void too because they did campaign to Dan and I... neither of us have proof. But during the town meeting as KC called it, I was acting a little crazy. But as Alanis Morissette said " we're never gonna survive unless We get a little crazy". And I had to stand up and fight for what was right... and what was fair. Dan's vote was void based on assumptions and false information, and when I defended him Chelsia and Will started yelling and I was like oh hell no!!!!!! Anyways... it's fair now and it's a tie. So now I can only hope for the best.

I sent Scott one of my famous HUGE PM's... so we shall see how that goes. I hope it works because he told me that he's actually thinking about voting Parker back in because he's afraid to piss off Chelsia and Will, and I'm like nooo! So I hope he votes for Amanda, and I hope Dan votes for Amanda... then it will go to the prejury and Dan thinks he can get Keesha and Daniele although I'm worried about Daniele because Daniele likes Will and Chelsia as well; and I hope I can get Dustin... I will bribe him with a striptease on webcam, and I hope it works. I really want Amanda to come back, I really want her to come back.

But... just in case Parker comes back in the house I've taken the appropriate actions. I talked to him on Skype and told him the reasons why I voted Amanda back in... which was all lies. They consisted of Will and Chelsia told Dan that they had Parker wrapped around their fingers and that if Parker won HoH he'd nominate Scott and April. He believed that and seemed mad at Chelsia; which is good!! Then I told him it's because we hadn't been talking a lot... so all I had to hear about him was from Will and Chelsia, and they told me they wanted him out over Nakomis last week so I figured they didn't want him back in this week either, and so on and so on. Lol. Parker bought everything, and he said if he came back into the house he wouldn't nominate me if he won HoH which is exaclty what I was looking to hear. I need Parker to trust me, and work with me if he comes in the house even though I was the biggest advocate for him not to come in the house. But if he comes back in the house and works against me, I'm soo screwed!!

I'm going to do whatever I can to win HoH this upcoming week, and I will nominate Will and Chelsia and try to guarantee the votes for one of them to leave the game. I want to be the person who did the impossible... break up the deadly duo. I think if anyone can do it, it's me... I've had the oppurtunity before, and I'm sure I will have the oppurtunity again. But I just need to see who comes into our house, and thne take it from there. I have sooo many plans, I just need to know who I'm working with.

[April Lewis]

My huge PM's never ever ever work. I give up... I'm like never sending a long Pm again, ever. I actually make valid points, and people then decide to do the opposite. I send a huge PM to Scott on all the reasons voting Amanda back in the house would help us, and what does he do... he votes back in Parker! Are you out of your bloody mind?!?!

I'm seriously on my own now, like oh my goodness! I made an alliance with Dan, and our alliance lasts as long as Chelsia and Will are in the house. I can not let Chelsia win this HoH, can not, can not, can not!! *Pukes* Dan, Parker, or I need to win... preferably Dan or myself because if we win Chelsia and Will will be nominated. And if anyone else wins, it's a good chance that I will be nominated. We shall see, we shall see. Thank god I already started working Parker last night, because if I had started like tomorrow, it'd be terrible... my intentions would be even more transperant than they are right now. Well I hope Parker remembers our close relationship in season three... and now I need to talk to Nakomis because I know Parker and her are close, so I need to talk to Nakomis and hope Nakomis talks to Parker. Ahh!!!!!!! Things would be sooo much easier if I just win HoH and nominate Will and Chelsia. But now that they have Parker... he might use the Veto on them, ah! If they freaking survive yet another week, I'm going to die! Die!!!!

[April Lewis]

So Chelsia is the only person from my house who has yet to do the HoH... so hopefully by tomorrow when I get home from work the HoH will be done. Hopefully. I did good at the HoH I think, although I completely guessed at a few and panicked at one. I really really want this HoH and if I win Chelsia and Will shall find themselves nominated. I really hope that no one eliminates me first if they get a question right. I think I answered the 1st question pretty quickly, and I hope hope hope that I eliminate Chelsia and Parker quickly so that Dan or I can win and then Chelsia and Will get nominated. He he he.

Well well well... I'm so anxious for results. And I can't believe I have to wait yet another night. Ugh. Well, it will make my vicotry even better if I win, ha ha. This week would be sooo crazy if April Lewis is crowned HoH for the 2nd time, ha ha. People better watch what they say when they said April can't win any challenges.

*Dances* I want results... I want results... I want results... I want results... LOl.

[April Lewis]

Party Time! April won HoH!!!!

So the HoH competition worked out perfectly... because I was only absolutley sure on one answer, and it was the 1st one, and the only one I needed. KC told me I did good at all the toher questions, but they were just educated guesses... only one other question I knew was for sure right. It was perfect!!

Well, I havn't given a write up on what I think of all the houseguests since pregame... so I will do that now because I'm not sure what else I can write about right now... other than CHELSIA AND WILL WILL BE NOMINATED!!

Alison: She is a really cool girl, and I'm glad that Nick won only because it means Alison will be making the merge, and she is someone I can rely on when merge comes and a potential ally I plan on having during the merge. She is a really good player, and a threat... I'm aware of that, but for the time being I have bigger fish to fry and worry about than Alison.

Chelsia: She portrays to be a sweet girl, but in reality... she is a coniving little bitch. She damn well knows I swore on my grandma, and she denied it to make me look bad so I'm going for the jugular and putting her and her backbone up on the block this week.

Dan: Umm, there is something about him that tells me I can't trust him... but I need him for this week to get Chelsia/Will out. So I made an alliance with him, plus... I know he has a lot of money in the bank and will probably win HoH next week, so I need to keep him on my good side for when that comes into play. And I need to look not only at just this week, but what will get me as far as possible in this game. Lol... but I started calling him sexy and started talking about our sexual experiences a lot mroe recently... so I'm going to try and do the Scott strategy with him, ha ha.

Janelle: Well I'm not sure what my feelings are on her, because I was a big part of the reason on why she was evicted week one, and now that she is back she might want to seek vengence. But just in case she's not a vengeful player I have taken actions to make sure I'm nice, and I make it seem like I have her best interest at mind. Like tonight, she told me she was nervous abotu Nick winning HoH because she thinks people will tell him to nominate her. And I gave her advice on how to appeal to Nick, by saying it's an individual game not a group game... basically Angie Swindell's eviction speech but make the speech before he has already made up his mind to nominate her and yatah yatah yatah. I don't neccesarily mind if she is evicted this week, but just in case she makes merge I have to act nice and such.

Jen: She is like amazing... I really like Jen, and I really hope she will stick by my side come merge. She is super sweet, and super nice. But tonight she told me she had a showmance with Will... I was disturbed and told her he's cheating on her, lol!

Jessica: Ew! She's soo fake towards me. It is obvious we don't like each other because she is the one and only Sheila... and I hate that bitch. Anyways, I want her gone as soon as possible... but I feel a little better that she can't compete in HoH's and get me nominated for quite sometime, which is good! Ha ha ha.

Nakomis: I love Nakomis to death, and I trust her 99% which is a lot for me because I rarely trust people. Nakomis and I have been staging a fight throughout this entire season because of how close we were in season 3, and I think a lot of people have been buying it, but I'm really not sure... but I hope Nakomis and I meet up in merge. I love her to death and I don't want to see her go.

Nick: He is a threat... the sooner he leaves, the sooner I will feel comfortable. Lol. I don't really know him that well, but this week since were both HOH I will try and get to know him a little better and feel him out. We shall see how it goes.

Parker: I'm soo nervous about Parker, I really don't know where he stands. But I'm working him and trying everything I can to make him dislike Chelsia and Will. I've told Parker that Chelsia and Will told Dan they have Parker wrapped around their fingers... I told Parker tonight that Will wants me to nominate Dan and Parker. I've told Parker it all... I'm preparing Parker for the the worse in case he wins the Veto... because Chelsia or Will will leave this week unless Parker wins the Veto and saves one of them, that would be the worst case scenario.

Scott: Scott and I have had a rocky few days... with him voting Parker back in and not Amanda, I was shocked. But I didn't act mad about to him at all, because I still want him to trust me... even though he told me he trusts no one... not even me the other day and I was like WHAT!!!! But I really like Scott, and I want him to make the merge because if I'm even nominated he is a vote I could ALMOST always count on. Ha ha ha.

Will: Arguably one of the biggest threats in this game... he might not be my biggest threat personally... but you have to do things a little crazy if you want to make it in this game, and I'm going to be a little crazy and nominate him this week, ha ha. Sorry Will... I like you as a person and I respect your game, but I have to stop your game, like now!!

Well my nominations might shock Will and Chelsia, they might not... lol. Who knows, but what I know... is one of them is going home this week!!!! And I'm very excited about being the first repeat HoH, who would have thought it would have been April Lewis! I go from not winning any challenges in season 3, to winning 2 HoH's this season and it's only halfway through the season. I'm soo stoked about winning this week, because now I'm in the merge!!

[Mr. Blueberry]

I didn't bring anything to the party

[April Lewis]

Well well well... the infamous Will has done it again and is out of the hot seat. But in case that did happen, I took precuations... Will came up to me and offered me a 3 week deal if I threw the competition so I said yes. I didn't have any intentions in throwing today's competition, but I made the deal in case I lost. I lost, he won... so the deal is on. I made it seem like I threw it, and thankfully I did come in last during the round I got eliminated so it actually looked believable.

Now I have to choose a replacement and I'm debating about Parker and Scott. I'm thinking Parker because Scott told me at the beginning of the week that he would evict Chelsia or Will even if one of them won the Veto... but now I can't get a hold of him so I'm beginning to get paranoid. So then I'm thinking about nominating Scott because Parker promised me that he'd evict Chelsia. So I'm stuck in a dilema because I'm not sure if I can trust Parker or not... however Scott isn't the most reliable as he is easily manipulated. *Screams* I hate that Will won the Veto, I really really wish Dan had won it, but what can you do... at the same time I wanted Chelsia out mroe than Will to begin with because she is a stronger social player and Will is just good at challenges, and he is good socially but with the huge target on his back, I think he will be gone sooner rather than later.

I need to talk to Dan and see what I should do, and I need to talk to Scott. Ugh! It's so hard. But Chelsia should be leaving this week, my original target this week. Yay! People accuse me of playing an emotional game, but what I'm doing is playing selfishly... because Daniele was coming after me and although she couldn't compete in competitions she could still sway people's votes and get people nominated through allies... and with Chelsia she is probably the strongest social player in this game, and NEEDS to leave. Plus when someone starts lying about April Lewis, they need to be dealt with as soon as possible.

But just in case Chelsia stays... I have my next week all figured out. I give my money to Dan, and Alison gives her money to Dan too... and since Alison and I won the $500 during this Veto and Dan got Keesha's money he will have mroe than anyone and be able to win the HoH and then I'm safe for the week. While Dan nominates Janelle and Will, if Will wins the Veto then Chelsia as a replacement and if Chelsia is evicted by then than Parker/Nak as a replacement. I need to think ahead as well because I'm in hot water due to the nominations I just made and such... plus with Nick being good friends with Daniele he might want to avenge her eviction through me. Who knows... Ugh! I want Chelsia gone sooo bad!!

[April Lewis]

Oh my fucking god. I'm so mad that Chelsia is still in the game... my nominations blew up at me. I didn't want Parker out, and as soon as I nominated him I wanted to delete my post but KC was super fast and posted right away. UGH! UGH! UGH! I knew I couldn't trust Scott, he is so dumb.

Dear Scott,

Your so fucking dumb. Sooo dumb. Your seriously Will's little slave, I thought we had a civil war so people like you could be free, but here Scott is slaving and working for Will for no pay. Ugh! Your an idiot, your like 20... not in school and fucking sit on Wii all day and cyber with people. GO GET A LIFE! You little bitch. UGH!

And Chelsia is like taking credit when talking to me... fuck you Chelsia. Chelsia didn't do shit this week, Will did. I will congratulate Will, not Chelsia. UGH! I'm soo screwed in this game, so screwed! Dan needs to win HOH next week and nominate Janelle/Chelsia/Will trio, something in that order. UGH UGH UGH! Alison and I are giving Dan ALL our money and Dan will fucking win HoH and then it's jury. But OMG this week is terrible... and now Jen might go home, ah! All my allies are leaving, all of them!

[April Lewis]

10 Down; 9 to go!

[Mr. Blueberry]

lol